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Originally posted by zirr1:
Hi Todd thanks for having a look !!
"the midpoint of psyche and eros is conjunct to venus which shows you are much more affected by the spiritual/sexual nature of the relationship than he is. "Do you think he is not having as spiritual a connection to me as I am to him from this ?
"venus is square to ixion, which shows a cultural or familial resistance. of course the forbidden(celibate) nature of the relationship only draws you more. "
Is there a resistance from him that I am drawn to astrologically ? I never usually try to go for men at all, I just recognised him so felt like I should talk to him. He is very odd and runs away n stuff. I thought he didn't like me but he sent me all these messages saying I was an angel. I was actually kind of shocked by it because I can't tell completely if he wants to be around me or not. I think I have taken the celebiciy on as a challenge without totally realising it..
"the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other."
I think I have blocks in communication with every single person I meet, so I think I have a communication block inside myself that I find in everyone
"Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking."
Do you think that the interference spiritually is caused by me ?
"the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more on your side than his."
Does it look like I am sexually attracted to him but not him to me ?
"the moon/sun midpoint is conjunct the eros/nessus midpoint. this shows there is a fundamental distance or coldness-cruelty to the relationship. this likely has to do with the issues surrounding his celibacy, so it doesn't seem likely a sexual/love relationship will form here. the sexual indications are powerful but there is not a corresponding emotional love to go along with the physical magnetism."
How sad </3 very frustrating too, since it shows me how much I keep making life difficult for myself. There has been many options for sexual relationships (I've not been with anyone since I've been here) and I refused them all because I felt like I wanted to be with this guy. Then it turns out he's celebit. I mean wtfff >__<
"the midpoint of psyche and eros is conjunct to venus which shows you are much more affected by the spiritual/sexual nature of the relationship than he is. "
Do you think he is not having as spiritual a connection to me as I am to him from this ?
i'd say that the physical connection is stronger than the spiritual for both of you.
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"the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other."
I think I have blocks in communication with every single person I meet, so I think I have a communication block inside myself that I find in everyone
that is very true as you have mercury conjunct orcus snd chiron in your natal
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"Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking."
Do you think that the interference spiritually is caused by me ?
no, it is both of you.
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"the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more on your side than his."
Does it look like I am sexually attracted to him but not him to me ?
I think he is attracted but more on the physical plane whereas you have both a physical and spiritual attraction for him
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todd